Saturday, August 25, 2012


I have more pain than I can cope with right now. I don't know how I can make it go away. I don't know if it will ever go away. I have such pain physically for a long time. But that's not the only pain I have. I hurt emotionally. So many people depend on me and I try hard not to let them down, but sometimes you just can't help it. So many things on the line needing my attention. It's unrelenting. I have too much on my back and I desperately need relief. I also feel like I can't express my feelings in order to relieve this pain. I don't have any friends. I have no one to talk to. Well, I have one true friend but things aren't going very well right now between us. I really don't know what to do.